Today my little dwarf Hamster Eli died. I had to put him down because of a stupid accident. His hind leg was stuck between a gap and was badly broken. The past few weeks he lost more and more weight. He was pretty skinny by now and the Vet told me, that he would not survive a surgery. At least he was over 2 years old now and I knew, that every day could be hist last one. I hoped so bad for him, that he could die by simply fall asleep. I hate what happened and I feel so guilty. I miss him so much.